A bit overdressed
I thought, it would be cold up here
Green parrots and pink galahs
On the lawn, amongst bare-shouldered trees
Each fossicked seed a new returning soul
Borne into uncanny blue
In startled opal fire
Coins in my pocket (for you know who)
The weight of unpaid debts
That lock of hair the colour of the dead
Swollen gums we used to hide behind
Full of street cornered threats and invocations
Some broke sticks of chalk to write
On the footpaths and the walls
Nothing particularly legible
Sad and lost and proud held lines
With that difficult kind of joy
You get in wreaths of disarranged native flowers
Coming down, high and desolate ways
A cattle truck swagger
The blind menace of hungry chrome
Eating every crow-crookèd road
The hills old dog dun and brindle backed
Swaying like a mercy
Scythed my mourning face
In another town
Faraway
Nowhere to the sea
Through the rust stained eye
(Thought of) hurricanes and
Carelessly dropped ice-creams
Fragments laved away
A new day’s shining face
An endless broken promise
Never going back
Got those old commissure scars again
From too much hard smiling
Clothes are all wrong
Cut a thistle from my hair
Fed it to the morning fire
Took a ripple from a pond
In your hands it came alive
Startled, let it slip
In that starry colour, fled
A wreath around you
As if I mistook
A sapling for a mountain
Teeth of glass
With that diseased opacity
Of expelled liquorice
An aeon’s season
Of scree and debris
The draggled hem
Of summer’s discarded dress
Red dust in your veins
In your eyes
Autumn’s evening amber
I didn’t cry
Til they played
that stupid song again
Kept spelling everything wrong
In the innocuous text message
With unwilling, clumsied fingers
Easter’s discounted chocolates
In cartoon disaffection
From serried array
Numbly watching
The lights in stars
A linoleum sheen
Wrote a few disconsolate lines
Found in them
Little consolation