These are private words It is not for you to know But me to say You turned Under a ragged sun Only then I remembered How the world ends Not with a whimper (As Mr Eliot said) But a shrivelled leaf Almost an hour gone The chink of knives on cups Sour coffee breath In that aching clarity Between wakefulness and sleep I waited while You went on ahead I hate it here you said But we have nowhere left to go Except this curl of beach Tonguing the acid sting Of salt and vinegar on cracked lips That common benediction I will swim Til my ear aches With the conch deep voice Of your chasing echo Ribs a heaving predator Breathing in A swelling tide Breathing out A stitch in time Just like Jesus had No more walking Face a squall Towards the sunpath, wounding The shallow sea now gone Leaving brine and sulphur Wary, scuttling things The day again renews The shape of your shadow thins Over loose corrugations Slips beneath my feet When I turn head on To almost forever In blinding scintillations
Tag: beach
Fat Man At The Beach
Put salt in a jar
That convalescent blue
Shook it until
The sun-flecked afternoon
Groaned seashell promises
Lazily rolling
The lap of drowning dreams
There is always a fat man at the beach
In the background, walking against
The shore like some chagrined duck
Or penguin, skinned raw, useless wings, hands like cranes
Making round desultory pecks
As if
Beyond all proprietal regrets
Still tentatively swimming
Aeroplanes
The beach is made of glass Walking backwards On the far side of the rain Footprints erase themselves In swiftly drawn tongues lapping I am inside my Melchizedek A message, overlong Stained with salt, curled within Break to find the ocean’s scrawl –Almost indecipherable We chastise to the whine and palsied shake of aeroplanes Bright and corkscrew shards Just a casual threat In the thought of sudden falling Now a sun-struck chisel mark In the poise of distance Almost gone
From the isthmus of my eye
The wound is sunset volcanic glass the sea between the cradle in the lee a swell stretched in a glimpsed hiatus The cigarette burn you left still brightly watching from the harbour of my chest A ship with nowhere but this destination You said sorry, how you slumped burnt copper dreaming slept the way old lighthouses do The fabric holing with that mesmer’s grace Spilling ash and flickered thoughts the glare clenched in the spasm of your fist gone wave break lax Afterwards for salve a sting, the glassy shine of long past knotted healing The grain of sand in the isthmus of your eye all that remains Watchful in a different glass (still wide awake) Of the beach I dreamed